We took a trip to Colorado for 4th of July to meet my mom, stepdad, sister and her family and my stepsister and her family and Chloe:) Chloe had been in Kansas visiting my family for a couple weeks. We drove with the boys and they did great, the night before Ethan had been up all night with colic and teething - so Trav and I were on auto pilot but Ethan slept most of the drive. Best I can guess is a different bottle I used to feed him before bed let too much air in and has now been thrown out.

The newest hurdle we face now is a deployment. It was kind of one of those things that we talked about and knew it would be a good opportunity not only for him but financially. We could finally get some things paid off and money put away. For the first time in our 10 deployments; not TDYs, deployments that means to a war zone not state side or any of that, he is looking at me with pity. He is seeing his wife saddled with not only our daughter but now a 4yr old boy who is autistic and a 6mo old who is now becoming mobile. We knew this could happen when we signed up to foster. If deployments have taught me anything it is that when the is gone the craziness happens. I have had keys locked in cars, septic back ups, roof leaks, birds in the flue pipe of our wood stove, family deaths, bats in the bedroom, and those were just in the last deployment. The Lord uses these events to show me how strong I am and I am not. That yes I can do things on my own but sometimes I have to reach out and accept help, this is hard for me. My mom was one that if you wanted it done you did it, you didn't wait for someone to fix it or move it you figured it out and did it. I am guilty of this as well that is why I am Mrs. fix-it around this house.
